Sunday, March 9th, 2013 4:12 p.m. 61 degrees...I see a strange
shining obelisk in the sky, a mysterious golden disc. An unfamiliar gleaming
orb hanging from the heavens….Is it… could it be? Yes….
I sing in exultation: “It’s the brilliant sun” high in the
sky; particles and energy radiants, massive gravity squelches, only emitting
radiance, vibrating warmth...“Where
have you been?” I ask. The ever burning sun, kissing her moon every night,
caressing the earth by day has been silently hiding behind her guardian cloud
fortresses. The mind of the Sun delivers a red hibiscus smile from her center,
an image conceived between 10,000 and
170,000 years before its energy can leave the sun's interior and then be emitted
from the surface as light. I ask: “Is there anybody on earth who does not long
for your smile?” I say to myself: “No, no one; everyone wants your smile.” My
heart bows to it in adoration.
The sun is what i need to survive, so I will stay with her
for as long as it takes, deal with her burns and heal within the light of the
sun to see what is beyond, and within; I must have the sun to guide the way. Sunshine,
traveling through miles of space, gentle and kind on my face, chases away
sorrow: brings levity and revelry. I, like the world, take her generosity from
need with reverence and appreciation and yet, even after all this time, the sun
never says to us,“You owe Me.” Instead, she reminds me: “I will never stop
giving; I am the energy of life.” Look
what happens with a love like that; it lights the whole sky.
Has anyone ever seen anything in their life more wonderful
than the sun beaming so brilliantly, so effortlessly, so relaxed, floating in a
pale blue liquid sky or experienced more pleasure than the sun reaching out to
fill you as it warms? The sun blesses my mind with joy; blesses my heart with
peace.
Today, in Schenley Park, an ancient connection with the
light has been rekindled with the sunshine. It is a spectacular domain and a
breathtaking sensation. In the sunlight there is a soft and fresh breeze; it has
the smell of a natural and hot perfume. The
sunshine is suffusing the park with swarms of new, strange animals as if they
came from the fantasy of my winter’s imagination
.
There is a jubilant convocation of activity amongst the
living. Wild life has joined in the procession of worship. Gray tree squirrels,
fast and agile, are scaling trees and jumping from tree top to tree top with
great speed. They are active and dart from one area to the next using their
tails to keep them balanced as they fly through the air. Their eyes are sharp
and detect movement well as they react to objects that come too close. I spot a
silver one with an off-white belly and rusty markings on its side. He is eating
something hard, an acorn or perhaps some kind of nut. They love nuts: hickory
nuts, beechnuts and walnuts. Gray
squirrels smell out nuts they have previously buried for winter food. The unrecovered
nuts sometimes sprout and grow into trees. In this way, squirrels help ensure
continual forest growth.
Two more come close by and share in the banquet. They feed
side by side. The sun has worked her magic on them as well; they seem
gregarious and not the least bit territorial. As I trace the movements of a
last squirrel in a distant tree with a leaf in its mouth, a scorching scarlet red
announced its blaze: a bloodshot ruby placed strategically in a high reaching
branch near the sky by an invisible paintbrush to enhance the composition. A fauvist red drop illuminated by an impressionistic sun guides my attention to
a Northern Cardinal; it has a shade of red I can’t keep my eye off of and is a
perfect combination of familiarity, conspicuousness and style. Before I can
take in its supreme reflection, I notice that its crest is raised and pointed,
a sign of agitation, it flies off, somewhat reluctantly, on its small rounded
wings into the light’s radiant rays that brought it here.
I look into its flight until the sun’s light beams too
bright; the tears shimmer and make my vision sparkle.
The beneficent,
magnanimous sun has brought people and wild life to co-exist in this park today.
The community of nature was held through the light that was offered. What life wasn’t
seen in the previous promenades came out today from the mysteries of the forest
dark into the dreams of a star.
Good day and good
night sun. Although you never stop burning, rest and bring us night; I embrace
and welcome its dark if only because it makes me love you all the more the next
time you come. Welcome back…



What a lovely, lyrical meditation on something we all too often take for granted. There's an absolute joyfulness in your words here that is catching. How full-to-bursting your heart will be when spring truly arrives!
ReplyDeleteMarc, I love the appearance of the cardinal. Those are my favorite birds to spot out in the wild. I have been searching recently but have not yet seen any this year. Jealous of your gorgeous pic and observation of one up close!
ReplyDeleteI also recognized the Hafiz poem you quoted above as soon as I read the words (Wayne Dyer is fond of quoting it, often) and thought you might like to have it here in its entirety. :)
Even after all this time,
the sun never says to the earth,
"You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that.
It lights the whole sky.
~Hafiz
Here are a few others by Hafiz, too, that seem to echo your meditative tone and our nature writing course discussions online:
This place where you are right now,
God circled on a map for you.
~Hafiz
Now
That
All your worry
Has proved such an
Unlucrative
Business,
Why
Not
Find a better
Job.
~Hafiz
When no one is looking,
I swallow deserts and clouds
and chew on mountains
knowing they are sweet bones!
When no one is looking
and I want to kiss God,
I just lift my own hand to my mouth.
~Hafiz